Laughing beats sadness

I Don’t know what to say anymore, what to do. You make this look so easy, maybe I’m nothing to you. I don’t care now.

Girl if you read this, I hope you didn’t. I thought I was making the biggest mistake in my life to have left you when we both still love each other. But then I realize you are happier this way. You can smile, you could laugh all you want, you could play with other guys. Yes I did the right thing to do, because they’ll make you happy not me. The right guy will someday maybe its just not me. I’m still hoping for us, but then I gave up. Not because I’m not trying but because you are happier without me and you don’t need me. Just forget me. I won’t bother you, I won’t find you, but I’ll be loving you whether you know or not knowing it. You are a great girlfriend for me, the right one. But sadly I’m not the best for you. So just by seeing you smile that is my dreams, that’s all I want. Even if its with another guy, I’ll be fine, as long as you are happy, I’ll make myself happy too. If things didn’t go well. You know where to find me, I won’t go anywhere. Goodbye.

today i have done something i would never forget for the rest of my life. I broke up, and I want it, I was a fool i didn’t know what to do. I was happy with her, she changed. at first I can stay with her taking all the pain and live with it but I just give up I can’t take it anymore that is when I made the mistake. Now i regret every action i take, my mind is full of memories. But thats it, that is for the best maybe, Love can find it’s way back. I love you and I’m sorry.

LOVE, a complicated statement, feeling, and expression. yet the most simple thing to be given to a person. Once broken, Nothing you could have ever imagine would come. You can FIGHT back, but you just didn’t try. You could RUN from problems, but your heart says finish it. Or You Could STAY, but this I didn’t recommend, it requires more than just a heart, your patience, your guts, your temper, your feelings. We’ve got to be strong. FIGHT for love, never RUN from problems, STAY for the one you LOVE.